I sit back, just linger, my life
Decisions and choice's I've made
What keeps bringing me back
To pain, the suffering;
Being alone hurts
I want a new freedom and a new happiness
I'm sick of the lies- the guilt
Taking over my whole being
A little mouse on a spinning wheel
There are walls closing in around me
I'm running faster and faster
I'm just so tired
I don't believe in moving forward
I'm still here, trying to hide my true self
Peaking through the clouded bits of shame
Sitting alone on my pity pot
Where's the truth, serenity, peace
I'm so internally sick
The rage, the beating, the fear
Crying out loud asking higher powers' help
I want a clear breath of fresh air

© Kendra Lawrence

Dedicated to: Anyone who has suffered

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